Club Paradise

They say that all your old girls got somebody new
I said, damn, really?
Even rose mary? even leanne sealy?
They said, fucking right, they were the first to go
It's nothing personal
It's just that all them women that you slept on been working though

They've been saving up
New niggas came around, they been waking up
With I swear, you don't know this city any more
They might have loved you before
But you're out here doing your thing
They don't know you...

Aaaaaahhh, sure they do, they just not as sincere
It's crazy all the emotions forgot in a year
She like why you even give a fuck
You not even here?
Well out there there ain't nothing for me
And I think I need to come home

Tell me, who did I leave behind?
You think it got to me, I can just read your mind
You think I'm so caught up in where I am right now
[uh] but believe I remember it all

I be with my nigga chubs, he in love with street shit
No wonder why I feel awkward at this fashion week shit
No wonder why I keep fucking up the double-cheek kiss
Along for that ignorant young money miami beef shit

Couple artists got words for me, that's never fun
They say it's on when they see me, that day don't ever come
I'm never scared, they never real, I never run
When all is said and done, more is always said than done
And I was told once, things will change

By a nigga named tip when my deal came
Told me it's all good, even when it feel strange
Now I'm that guy that know them strippers by their real names
Rochelle, jordan
Thick bitches, they just talked me out of 4 grand
How'd a pile of kush become a mountain of truth?
How'd a bottle of wine become the fountain of youth?
Damn, my biggest fear is just losing it all

Remember how I used to feel at the start of it
And now I'm living a mothafucking fairy tale
And still trying to keep me feeling a part of it
Yeah, just lie to my ears
Tell me it feel the same, that's all I've been dying to hear
Lights get low, and that's when I have my brightest ideas
And I heard my city feel better than ever, that's why I gotta come home

Tell me, who did I leave behind?
You think it got to me, I can just read your mind
You think I'm so caught up in where I am right now
[uh] but believe I remember it all

My mother is back to who she was years ago
It's like a new page me and her are beginning on
I wish she'd stop checking up on women I can't stand
Cause I get new girls I could use her opinion on
She thinks I've become a slave to the wealth

But I never break the promises I made to myself
And I would never make 'em names from myself
Then change the names that I just gave to myself
Certain rappers would call me to say "what up, though?"
I used to brag about it to my friends

And now I'm feeling like all of these niggas cutthroat
And maybe that's all they do is just pretend
Damn, but I bought it though, I believed it
Yeah, I thought it and I achieved it
Yeah, so show me love, show me fucking love
Cause I thought it was all I needed
Yeah, clearly I was wrong about it all along
And this'll be the year that I won't even feel shit

They trip off the amount of people that I brought along
But I'm just trying to be surrounded by some real shit
Need credentials for every one of this toronto kids
I promised they'd see it with me, we just trying to live
I told 'em we about to get it and we finally did
Listen closely to my shit I swear it's sounding like home

Tell me, who did I leave behind?
You think it got to me, I can just read your mind
You think I'm so caught up in where I am right now
[uh] but believe I remember it all