I think once I took my first VicodinIt was just like, this feeling of: AhYou know, like everything was not only mellowbut didn't feel any painIt just didn't, it just kind of numbed thingsI don't know at what point exactly it started to be a problemI just remember likin' it more and morePeople try to tell me that I had a problemI would say: Get that fuckin' person out of hereI can't believe they said that shit to meThey know nothin' about my fuckin' lifeare they out of their fuckin' mind?I'm not out there shootin' heroinI'm not out there fuckin', you know, puttin' coke up my noseI'm not smokin' crackYou'rе struggling with the argument of: Do you have a problеmOr do you not have a problem? Can you control it, or can you not?And I literally thought I could control itYou're taking things that people are giving you thatYou don't even know what the fuck they areThey look like a pill, and they lookThey're shaped like something that you takeso you take it, you know?Xanax, Valium, tomato-tomatoYou know what I mean? It's th-the same thingIt's all in the same family, fuck it, take itHad I had gotten to the hospital about two hours laterI would've diedMy organs were shutting down, my liver, kidneys, everythingThey were gonna have to put me on dialysisthey didn't think I was gonna make itMy bottom was gonna be death, within a month, I had relapsedAnd shot right back up to the same amount of pills that I was takingI remember just walking around my houseand thinking every single day, likeI'm gonna fucking die, like, I'm-I'm looking at my kidsand I need to be here for thisComing off of everythingI literally was up twenty-four hours a day for three weeks straightAnd I mean not sleeping, not even nodding off for a fucking minuteLike, I was literally just up, like, looking at the TvI had to regain motor skills, I had to regain talking skillsIt's been a-a learning process, like, it's been, I'm growingI just couldn't believe that anybody could ever be naturally happyOr naturally function, or be just enjoying life in generalWithout being on somethingSo, I would say that t-to anybody that I-it does get better, you know?It just, it does
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I think once I took my first Vicodin
It was just like, this feeling of: Ah
You know, like everything was not only mellow
but didn't feel any pain
It just didn't, it just kind of numbed things
I don't know at what point exactly it started to be a problem
I just remember likin' it more and more
People try to tell me that I had a problem
I would say: Get that fuckin' person out of here
I can't believe they said that shit to me
They know nothin' about my fuckin' life
are they out of their fuckin' mind?
I'm not out there shootin' heroin
I'm not out there fuckin', you know, puttin' coke up my nose
I'm not smokin' crack
You'rе struggling with the argument of: Do you have a problеm
Or do you not have a problem? Can you control it, or can you not?
And I literally thought I could control it
You're taking things that people are giving you that
You don't even know what the fuck they are
They look like a pill, and they look
They're shaped like something that you take
so you take it, you know?
Xanax, Valium, tomato-tomato
You know what I mean? It's th-the same thing
It's all in the same family, fuck it, take it
Had I had gotten to the hospital about two hours later
I would've died
My organs were shutting down, my liver, kidneys, everything
They were gonna have to put me on dialysis
they didn't think I was gonna make it
My bottom was gonna be death, within a month, I had relapsed
And shot right back up to the same amount of pills that I was taking
I remember just walking around my house
and thinking every single day, like
I'm gonna fucking die, like, I'm-I'm looking at my kids
and I need to be here for this
Coming off of everything
I literally was up twenty-four hours a day for three weeks straight
And I mean not sleeping, not even nodding off for a fucking minute
Like, I was literally just up, like, looking at the Tv
I had to regain motor skills, I had to regain talking skills
It's been a-a learning process, like, it's been, I'm growing
I just couldn't believe that anybody could ever be naturally happy
Or naturally function, or be just enjoying life in general
Without being on something
So, I would say that t-to anybody that I-it does get better, you know?
It just, it does
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